16.10.10

Shameful Behaviour

Someone recently told me that they feel ashamed of their past, even though they didn't do anything that they should feel particularly ashamed about.

I, too, feel this way. The result of this is that the thought of a by-chance meeting with someone from my past, or even seeing photographs of them, or hearing about them through others, makes me feel uncomfortable. I'm not sure what this is - perhaps it is a worry that they know something about me that is hidden but has always been with me. They probably don't, but the fear of it is enough.

My apologies if anyone out there reading this is from my past (though I would still prefer it if you stayed away from me).

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